ok i juz realized the prev entry was a big mess. well my mind is in a big mess most of the time so juz have to make do with what i have. been a while since i entered. got valid excuse. chi Os. not that valid anw lar. din study hard enough. by my standards. i din even finish studying the ci yu. yet alone all the other peripherals that come with the chinese language syllabus that they give us. honestly. i dun hate chinese. juz that the syllabus they give us is pretty stupid sometimes. i mean. if u want us to learn all the cheem words u can go take a seperate subj rite. esp higher chinese. they are trying to kill us. or at least ppl of my standard. and oh yeah. this morning had the scare of my life when i found out that i din bring my pencilbox for the exam. lucky borrowed some pens and liquid paper from clarence. muz really thank him for that=)
today marked the end of a journey i guess. but another one is gonna have to start really soon. common test 1 ended liew. so are chi Os. but results not up to standard. a2 for chem b3 for maths and d7 for physics. my best 3 subjs like that i dunno the rest how liao. i dunno wut i was doing during phys man. everything juz disappeared. i can only blame myself. din study hard enough. oh well. shant procrastinate and get on with life. study harder. inspiration....
support is very impt to ppl i guess. if u have ppl studying with u. ppl helping u out with studying too. or ppl who keep asking u to go and study instead of slacking all the time.(which i am very guilty of). ppl sending last min msgs of blessings. it does help in the crunch time when ur mind is going blank. juz an extra spur of inspiration to last through the paper. so nv forget to add in ur wee bit of words. making a difference counts.
mind in a whirlwind. thinking about loads of stuff. and why i do not know. oh well. time is of the essence. hope it clears up.
in the sunday bulletin i was reading PEW. about the.. sixth commandment is it? thou shall not murder. and about how we murder someone in our minds by filling ourselves with hatred of that person. i guess that many of us are guilty of that. myself included. for me its not really hatred juz pissed off. cool ppl giving the cold shoulder. forget it. thinking about it juz gives me the shudders. get it out out out. friends now. hope that can cheer me up. teee-veeee.
Lord of all creation
of water earth and sky
the heavens are ur tabernacle.
glory to the Lord on high
God of wonders beyond our galaxies.
you are holy. holy.
the universe declares ur majesty. (precious Lord reveal ur heart to me)
you are holy. holy
Lord of heaven and earth.....Lord of heaven and earth...
early in the morning.
i will celebrate the light.
as i stumble in the darkness.
i will call ur name by night.
editing of lyrics courtesy of amanda.=)
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